Coming to terms…with me.

For my entire life, I have struggled with aspects of me:

I am not perfect.

I am whiny. dramatic. high maintenance. 

I am not worthy of being loved or liked, just for me.

If I don’t make another person happy, that person will leave me.

Even though I have always considered myself a sunny and positive person–and even though most people who know me would probably describe me as an optimist, internally I have always believed these things about myself. Some of these beliefs are so entrenched in my own self thought, that I did not even realize I felt this way. It just was. Continue reading