The last few weeks have been so emotionally painful.
In moments of silence, when I am in tune with my body, I am only cognizant of the pain that is flowing through my stomach, chest, and heart.
It is emotional, but it is also physical.
I am trying not to let the sadness and the hopelessness take root.
It is hard.
It is hard to focus on the good things when that pain is so readily felt. Growth is painful, I know. But this feels overwhelming.
I know I’ve grown. There are some things I feel better about. But I wish this journey–this life of mine–was clearer and easier.